let text = `I was in a canteen with Aro and Ben. We could pick 3 desserts and I was struggling to choose. I took a raspberry tart, and then I dropped my tray and had to get another one. I was really stressed about dropping it again. I got a new raspberry tart, then strawberries with cream and a blackcurrant mousse. My friends had left already, so I went looking for the dining hall.
Nathalie was offering a punk-inspired dance class.

I was in ballet class.
I was at a place with horses and the person there let me ride one. I chose a horse that seemed calm, and she chose a really large one. I struggled to catch mine to prepare her for riding. They were both really beautiful and shiny.

There was a big hole in the floor under our door. Before the lock got fixed, our family came in and cleaned the apartment for us as a surprise.
I went to ballet class and I was wearing all the wrong clothes and had accidentally taken a random mismatched pair of ballet shoes. I gave up and wore normal shoes instead and felt really self-conscious about it. We were doing pair dances for the first time. We also learnt traditional Estonian dance taught by my old classmates. Aro and I sat in the back of the room and they kept sitting in my lap.

I was making a web shrine on Christmas movies.

Me, Aro and Ben were hanging out with some random homeless guys and sharing travel stories. One guy came way too close to me and I asked him to stop. Another guy asked me if Riga still existed.
I was at a ceremony. Someone was on stage, reading a poem.

I was outside my apartment when suddenly, I saw Guillaume's car stop ahead of me. He got out and came to talk to me. He was leaving for three months to go to a martial arts camp in the Calanques that promised to make him twice as heavy with muscle by the end of it. He had some time before he had to leave, so I invited him over for breakfast with my family. Anytime I flirted with him he acted confused. Everyone was asking him questions about the camp and he was shy to respond. I was vaguely annoyed that he had money from his parents for this after he hadn't been working for months. At the end of breakfast, my dad wanted me to pay for the food and not him, which I got mad about because I'm poor and he clearly isn't.


Kerem and I were texting. I really wanted attention from him but he was being super aloof. He kept talking about how busy he was and how he wanted to work hard and stop being on his phone.

Aro was touching me a lot and our teacher said we're such a cute lesbian couple. We said we're just friends.

Sybil was being mean to me and throwing my stuff in the bin, so I did the same to her.

I was playing/reading a multimedia story about cats. The main character was gay. It was Guillaume's game and somehow it was very homophobic and this poor cat was being tortured and I was trying to save it. Guillaume didn't care and I realised he was homophobic and I needed to break up with him.
I was with family and they were all being homophobic and I was really upset. It was May, and the local radio was playing lots of LGBT music for pride month, and they all complained about it and I argued with them.
That night I went to sleep next to Kerem but I hated him for being homophobic and rejected his advances. I told Marley I would have to break up with him and she was surprised that relationships still weren't easy at my age.
My friend showed me a Moroccan photographer who photographed people in the Sahara desert and wanted to work with me. His photos were really cool and I was excited.
We were climbing down some creepy stairs outside to get to a church. A large spider crawled over our hands. There was a Harry Potter theme to it.
We were in a little touristy village with lots of pretty shops and things in it.

We did something together as a family, and afterwards, my sister decided that we all must die. She had two large guns, killed one of us and then went up to a nuclear power plant and shot at it. She then ran away. I was watching the group chat for the power plant employees and wondering why they didn't seem to have cameras by the entrance where they would have easily seen her.
We were walking through a cemetery with Fabio.
Paulina had everyone's birthdays written down in her journal. When I commented on how full it was, she said it's also because she goes climbing every day. I was jealous because she was making plans with someone for their birthday, which was right before mine.

Guillaume and I were together.
I was the only alto in choir because Louise wanted to try the soprano part and I was up for the challenge. I sang all the notes correctly but I was a bit timid and unsure at some parts.
Sybil was really mad at me. We were eating different foods with a bunch of people. Some of them were vegan, and we tried to make sure they had something to eat, too.

I was with Heather and her cat. She was making me food and texting someone.
Kerem and I got back together. Our friend was lying in bed with us. She was a therapist and was asking us therapy questions. I felt mildly uncomfortable. She said we seem good together and I really wasn't sure.
I got a phone call from a knitting cafe/bookstore because my friend had asked them to call me, but I already knew about them.

I was travelling with a group. I wanted to go for a run in the morning but I had forgotten my running shoes under the radiator, so I tried to run in my Docs but it was pretty uncomfortable.
I was in Guillaume's car with him and his parents. He was driving us somewhere, through winding rural roads and over fields. I was sitting in the back, trying not to cry. His driving was kind of scary and I wondered if he was sober.
One of my teeth fell out and I was too scared to tell anyone.

Louise was really depressed and tired so I offered to help her move tomorrow. She was moving to the edge of the city, by the woods.
I asked Louise for a cocktail recipe. Apparently, it didn't exist.
I was invited to sing with another choir tomorrow night and I wasn't really prepared.

I was visiting Pakistan. It was a hot day, and I was at a rocky beach surrounded by programmed, artificial waterfalls that were turned on and off at random times. It was like an outdoor pool, with a cement bottom. I didn't really trust the cleanliness of the murky green water, but I went for a quick dip. The water was almost uncomfortably warm and didn't really help me cool off. A local woman started talking to me. We became friends and started spending a lot of time together. She was an activist. It soon became clear that we were both attracted to each other, but it was dangerous to be queer in Pakistan, so we kept our relationship hidden. She was organising some pretty revolutionary activities, and it was exciting but I was scared for her (and for myself, when we were doing forbidden things together). She came to my hotel on our last night together. I was nervous and kept accidentally putting on the wrong shirt.

I missed my job interview because I got carried away watching Adventure Time. They forgot, too, so we rescheduled.

Someone was showing and telling me about nature. We were walking through a forest. There were big, pretty purple cicadas and I googled them to see if they really existed in France (it is unclear whether this walk in the forest was happening in-person or through video). The cicadas were really big and we saw one kill a squirrel.

We were trying to go to the beach with some friends and Timothée Chalamet but we weren't able to park our car because the paid parking system wasn't working. Timothée and I started flirting and eventually kissed. At some point I carried him in my arms and he was tiny and weighed almost nothing, which I made fun of him for. He was kind of goofy but also seemed to be trying too hard sometimes.

Guillaume and I got back together. In the dream, I had had top surgery on 2 out of my 3 sets of boobs and we were both lamenting the fact, but he still thought I was the prettiest girl in the world. I complained to him about how red my eyes were because I was spending so much time on screens. His parents came home, except they were Karl's parents, and we were watching something on TV. I Wanna Hold Your Hand by The Beatles came on and his mum and I sang along to the whole thing and danced together, holding hands.

I pulled a long hair with other bits tangled in it out of my ear.

I was watching TV at home and my mum was mad at me for some reason. I got an email inviting me to a film casting. Turns out it was a fake email to lure me to this guy who just wanted to torture and kill me. He cut off my arm.

I was visiting Estonia and staying with Karl's family. My mum, brother and aunt were there too, and maybe my cat? I was struggling to walk and had been left alone in the garden at one point. Karl's brother and his girlfriend were trying to have a baby and the four of us were going to watch some Netflix but couldn't find anything to watch. Instead, I watched Estonian youtubers make ukulele music. There were two other cats there and one of them was known as a witch cat.

I was getting on a flight to Istanbul. The ramp from the airport onto the plane was really scary. It didn't have any barriers on the sides and it was barely fixed at the ends and it was really narrow. Everyone working at the airport was stressed because of delays.

I was at home waiting for Karl to get back. Later I was at the beach. I was in a rush and dropped my jacket, and somebody picked it up. I took it back and then he tried to follow me.
I messaged Alice to ask her advice about getting an autism diagnosis.
A well-known Estonian knitter asked to make me a decoration for my boots. I didn't have boots.

I went to a restaurant with my mum and was late and just had dessert. I went to watch a movie about drugs in a very tiny cinema hall. I had a sleepover I didn't enjoy. I made a snowman for someone.

The government of Estonia decided celebrating Ramadan was more important than celebrating the day of independence. We all thought it was weird.

I was building my website and showing it to someone. At some point, it glitched and the positions were all off.

Aro and I went to a birthday party for a local designer. When we arrived, everyone was just standing quietly in a circle around her. Soon, we started dancing. I felt awkward. I started talking to a guy who I realised spoke English when he asked to be put back in his wheelchair. He went home to a small town outside Marseille, and I went with him. We hung out and talked.
The next day, I went home and hung out with Esther. We talked about relationships and sex and she told me about the person she was into and how she hoped they would get together. We were laying in bed, and at some point, she rolled partly on top of me. Her body morphed into that of the main character in the Netflix show Too Much. She clearly wanted to get intimate with me, but I wasn't too sure about it. I didn't like that I knew she liked someone else. She was surprised that I've never used dental dams. Aro and Lisa walked past my open door and saw Esther naked on top of me. Things were weird.

My landlord was driving me to choir. I sat in the passenger seat. When I got in, he kissed my forehead. When we arrived and the others had left the car, he straddled me on the car seat and kissed my forehead, cheeks, and eventually, my mouth. I was freaked out. I left the car, and told two of my friends what had happened. I tried to make them understand that our landlord was a creep. I couldn't get back in the car with him.

I was travelling in France with my dad and my sister. We were taking the train. The train stops were really fast and our luggage was all scattered, so we were panicking and throwing our stuff off the train and then the train left and we got split up. I made it off the train, but my dad and sister didn't. The next train stop was close, so I walked. The next train station had a fancy hotel and restaurant in it. I heard someone speaking Estonian, and we started talking. We found another Estonian as well who joined in. This was happening in the station and in the restaurant kitchen at the same time.
Eventually, my dad told me they were somewhere else and I needed to get back on a train to join them. I had left all my luggage at the last station, so I walked back. At some point I was on a train, explaining to someone that I had a large backpack with me. I got off the train, and waited for my dad and sister to join me. I finally called my dad to find out where they were. He told me they were going to get a boat and join me, but they missed it. Then he started saying something about how Sybil and I were always speaking Estonian with each other. I realised he's not coming. I started crying and begging him not to leave me.`;